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the day after an audition

the day after an audition,
it seems, no matter how you feel
about getting a part or how you did,
is pure agony. 

last night, the audition seemed to go well
with the singing portion; and about
40 good/60 bad for the dancing portion.
i've got rhythm and can learn routines with time,
but i'm extremely outta shape.
plus, they asked us to do high kicks at one point.
never was a strong suit. still isn't.

so much for being one of the little old ladies.
i guess they'll double the willowy chorus girls
for the little old ladies.

the director was going to email us before today was through.
nada. nothing. zilch.

this morning, i was feeling so light about any result.
rejection. call back. it was all fine.

however as the hours passed, anxiety slowly crept in, torturing me.

i locked my keys in the car this afternoon.
and was miles away from mr. f and his parents.
though they say they weren't angry with me or upset in any way,
i felt terrible. ugh.

so much for playing a part in the musical that offends everyone. 

maybe they'll call about helping out with props?
that could help.

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lj4sy
May. 22nd, 2009 11:49 pm (UTC)
welcome back
It's nice to be able to follow you again.
lost_tumbleweed
May. 23rd, 2009 12:23 am (UTC)
Re: welcome back
you, too! was just thinking of you and was about to send you an email. :)
how's it going?
will we see a journal post?
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