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Losing my mind ... memory drain game

It's really frustrating to naturally depend
on my memory when I know it's not even close to what it used to be.
I used to be able to hold pretty much everything I needed to know in my brain.
For several years now, I can't do that.
I know it has to do with major stress surrounding my mother's illness and grieving.
It hasn't gotten better. 

It's ssooooo frustrating.
I used to be able to pull whatever I needed out of long-term, short-term recall.
But not anymore.
I feel like my brain is a big vat of sludge.

A year and a half ago, I had my memory tested, and the doctor said I have a great memory. It's better than most people's.
Yeah, well, that may be ... but it REALLY SUCKS big time now compared to what I was used to.

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